alive and breathing.
I can no longer be the optimist, it's too hard to smile.

"This is the last time I'll try to reach you
and my guess is, you'll just ignore me.
Without a passing glance
without the slightest sigh
without moving your hands
without the softest cry."

"What was it that made you think,
that I could just sit and take this,
what was it that made you think,
this is understanding.
There's something in this air tonight,
and I am lost for you to find,
maybe it's best to say goodnight.
the broken pieces left in me,
broken up from everything scatter away,
can you just say goodnight."