And I've got scars I'm willing to show you,
you had heart that I'll never see,
she had answers to all the wrong questions,
It's funny these answers are all that I need.
- - It's crazy the things we made in the sky.
So picture me drowning,
pretending I'm happy,
we end up regreting the things..
We don't try. - - Here with my problems
I don't need the light,
they're bigger than darkness and darker than night.
I leave on a promise of something that shines,
perfection aint perfect
a leaver will find. I find this all the time

I miss you when I'm sad. I miss you when I'm lonely. But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy.
"If you live one hundred years then I want to live one hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you."

I would just like to say that I have some of the best friends ever. I <3 you guys. thanks for the puppet show. Definitly one of the best gifts I've ever gotten. and the flower pot. : )


Lisa is amusing....
- They we're just trying to be proud of thier genatalia.
- It smells like buring.
- E-money is going to get a punch in the face

"When was it that you lost your youth or traded
It for something more for them to use so jaded
Why is it that you never said
I love you more than just a friend
I pray this gridlock never ends
And when we get there just depends
I found out recently that you are leaving
For good I hope I softly tell my ceiling
It's better now to be alive
Sleeping is my 9 to 5
I'm having nightmares all the time
Of running out of words that rhyme
Everything that you could never say
Would never matter anyway
I took a hammer and two nails to my eardrums long ago
Before that steak knife took my eyes
I looked up to the sky
For the last thing I would ever see
For the last time I'd cry" - Alkaline Trio

I hate you this much

<3

butt. hole.
awesome view
old ladies. ow ow.
peeing off bridges
girl talk
sir, dictator sir. Lisa and Joanne are stupid.
truth or dare...
battle scars
I LOVED CAMPING with awesome people!

I pride myself on being someone who regrets nothing. And you know what? I've been pretty good at that. except for one thing. The one person I have ever loved, I never had the guts to tell him that I loved him. and now he's gone and i'm gone. so don't make the same mistake as me. when you love someone, tell them. don't let them get away. live with no regrets.

SayItAintSo33: you know you are a dendrophiliac
SayItAintSo33: its ok
SayItAintSo33: as long as you don't hurt yourself in the process

Brakingeleven: ahhhhhhh! i'm 43% gay

Me: rubbing nose with middle finger
Jo: What do I have something on my nose?
Mel: She's giving you the middle finger

I am someone who:
seasickmnky: blushes at a compliment
seasickmnky: will ask a stranger for directions
seasickmnky: stops to smell the flowers
seasickmnky: daydreams a lot
seasickmnky: likes thunderstorms

bluerunawaydog: listens to music full blast
bluerunawaydog: cries at movies
bluerunawaydog: likes thunderstorms
bluerunawaydog: yells at the umpire
bluerunawaydog:reads comics before the front page :D

Brakingeleven: asks a stranger for directions
Brakingeleven: goes to bed early
Brakingeleven: sleeps until the last second
Brakingeleven: likes thunderstorms
Brakingeleven: loves crosswords

tRaJiC SmERF: listens to music full blast
tRaJiC SmERF: likes thunderstorms
tRaJiC SmERF: is afraid of the dark
tRaJiC SmERF: plays the guitar
tRaJiC SmERF: wont use a portable toilet

PizzaJunkie18: would go on a blind date
PizzaJunkie18: listens to music full blast
PizzaJunkie18: likes thunderstorms
PizzaJunkie18: sleeps until the last second
PizzaJunkie18: reads comics before the front page

ten LE GRRR ten: listens to music full blast
ten LE GRRR ten: daydreams a lot
ten LE GRRR ten: likes thunderstorms
ten LE GRRR ten: would go on a blind date
ten LE GRRR ten: sleeps until the last second

SayItAintSo33: blushes at a compliment
SayItAintSo33: daydreams a lot
SayItAintSo33: will ask a stranger for directions
SayItAintSo33: sleeps with a teddy bear
SayItAintSo33: likes to play practical jokes

PerfectFlaw17: blushes at a compliment
PerfectFlaw17: sings in the shower
PerfectFlaw17: listens to music full blast
PerfectFlaw17: daydreams alot
PerfectFlaw17: plays guitar

LadyRepublica: would go on a blind date
LadyRepublica: talks to plants
LadyRepublica: sleeps till the last second
LadyRepublica: sleeps with a teddy bear
LadyRepublica: likes to play practical jokes

mark five things that describe you.

I am someone who:
1 blushes at a compliment
2 would go on a blind date
3 sings in the shower
4 slurps my soup
5 listens to music full blast
6 likes to dance
7 cries at movies
8 stops to smell the flowers
9 daydreams a lot
10 has placed a personal ad
11 wont use a portable toilet
12 likes thunderstorms
13 enjoys romance novels
14 loves crossword puzzles
15 hates flying
16 has a black belt
17 watches soap operas
18 is afraid of the dark
19 goes to bed early
20 plays the guitar
21 talks to plants
22 sleeps until the last second
23 will ask a stranger for directions
24 yells at the umpire
25 loves to play tennis
26 makes a "to do" list every morning
27 sleeps with a teddy bear
28 tells a friend they have bad breath
29 likes to play practical jokes
30 reads comics before the front page

maybe I would tell you where I was but it seems it always gets ruined. I'm left with no choice but to become secretive.

How can I make myself happy when I can't even make you smile?
Don't read into this as being more then it really is because I don't want you to feel for me. You don't need that kind of stress in you life.

In the early morning a the smell of boys and farm mix togther and waft through the open window and for some reason its comforting.

silly kids and thier silly dreams of becoming something better...

Monika:"You're not just a slut, you're my favorite slut."
Me: "We are not naming my boobs Thelma and Louis."

EL CAPITANNN!

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