I'm pretty fucked up in the head
its a temporary thing that happens every once and again
I'm feeling the need to let go and scream
and tell you know how badly you'll be missed
I'm sorry to say, I've tried hard to fight,
but it seems I'm just too damn weak
where are you when I need some light
I'm tired of getting blown away
and this flicking knife is looking really nice
this heart has caused me a lot more grief
it never really gave me much of a life
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Monday, March 29, 2004
Sunday, March 28, 2004
missing you already
I love you
Sing this song for me
Tell me how you?ll never leave my side
And I'll meet you around 7,
And I miss you already, goodbye to you
Last goodbye I'll ever say to you
Replaying Memories
You'll never leave my side
i can't take the time until the next time i see you smile
you know I'll miss you when you're gone
Its times like these that I miss you most, Remembering when we were so close
You sheltered me from harm
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, set me free
The finest years I ever knew,
were all the years I had with you
I love you
Sing this song for me
Tell me how you?ll never leave my side
And I'll meet you around 7,
And I miss you already, goodbye to you
Last goodbye I'll ever say to you
Replaying Memories
You'll never leave my side
i can't take the time until the next time i see you smile
you know I'll miss you when you're gone
Its times like these that I miss you most, Remembering when we were so close
You sheltered me from harm
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, set me free
The finest years I ever knew,
were all the years I had with you
Friday, March 19, 2004
May your blessings outnumber the shamrocks that grow and may trouble avoid you wherever you go!
When Irish eyes are smiling,
Tis like a morn in spring.
With a lilt of Irish laughter
You can hear the angels sing
When Irish hearts are happy
All the world is bright and gay
When Irish eyes are smiling
Sure, they steal your heart away.
May the best day of your past
Be the worst day of your future.
Dance as if no one were watching,
Sing as if no one were listening,
And live every day as if it were your last.
When Irish eyes are smiling,
Tis like a morn in spring.
With a lilt of Irish laughter
You can hear the angels sing
When Irish hearts are happy
All the world is bright and gay
When Irish eyes are smiling
Sure, they steal your heart away.
May the best day of your past
Be the worst day of your future.
Dance as if no one were watching,
Sing as if no one were listening,
And live every day as if it were your last.
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men, machine men, with machine minds and machine hearts. You are not machines. You are not cattle. You are men (or women). You have the love of humanity in your hearts. You don't hate - only the unloved hate. Only the unloved and the unnatural.
maybe you were just performing for the camera
[you handed it to me so willingly]
Fly Boy44321: you don't think
seasickmnky: actually I do. too much
Fly Boy44321: what about?
seasickmnky: my fucked up life. what else?
Fly Boy44321: do tell
seasickmnky: that's okay. I learned my lesson last time...
maybe you were just performing for the camera
[you handed it to me so willingly]
Fly Boy44321: you don't think
seasickmnky: actually I do. too much
Fly Boy44321: what about?
seasickmnky: my fucked up life. what else?
Fly Boy44321: do tell
seasickmnky: that's okay. I learned my lesson last time...
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men, machine men, with machine minds and machine hearts. You are not machines. You are not cattle. You are men. You have the love of humanity in your hearts. You don't hate - only the unloved hate. Only the unloved and the unnatural. Soldiers - don't fight for slavery, fight for liberty.
dwdaddio: robot?
seasickmnky: yeah its hot.
seasickmnky: don't be a hater.
dwdaddio: i dont get it
seasickmnky: its okay. you don't have to get it. just accept it for what it is
dwdaddio: robot?
seasickmnky: yeah its hot.
seasickmnky: don't be a hater.
dwdaddio: i dont get it
seasickmnky: its okay. you don't have to get it. just accept it for what it is
Friday, March 12, 2004
matte517: hehe
seasickmnky: what??
matte517: thats another way of saying haha
seasickmnky: yeah I got that. but I didn't say anything funny....
matte517: you are too modest
seasickmnky: or you are completely crazy?
matte517: im not crazy
seasickmnky: people who laugh at random moments = crazy...
matte517: im just jovial jackie
matte517: just because you cant participate in my merriment doesnt make me crazy
seasickmnky: I think so.
seasickmnky: what??
matte517: thats another way of saying haha
seasickmnky: yeah I got that. but I didn't say anything funny....
matte517: you are too modest
seasickmnky: or you are completely crazy?
matte517: im not crazy
seasickmnky: people who laugh at random moments = crazy...
matte517: im just jovial jackie
matte517: just because you cant participate in my merriment doesnt make me crazy
seasickmnky: I think so.
Thursday, March 11, 2004
why do you scatter traces of people who love you on the floor?
and i dont know why but I feel like second hand consignment.
Gazing up into the darkness I saw myself as a creature driven and derided by vanity; and my eyes burned with anguish and anger. I can feel you dreamin of me beneth the flesh of fallen angels. Do you believe
You were a song that I couldnt sing
you were a story I couldnt tell
Ive only ever loved myself
But Ive loved myself so well
And how defeated I return
youre nice and blue, youre nice and blue
I missed what I was supposed to learn
as all I learned about was missing you
and i dont know why but I feel like second hand consignment.
Gazing up into the darkness I saw myself as a creature driven and derided by vanity; and my eyes burned with anguish and anger. I can feel you dreamin of me beneth the flesh of fallen angels. Do you believe
You were a song that I couldnt sing
you were a story I couldnt tell
Ive only ever loved myself
But Ive loved myself so well
And how defeated I return
youre nice and blue, youre nice and blue
I missed what I was supposed to learn
as all I learned about was missing you
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
your crayons are all broken
there isnt any rainbows around
its not quite raining
but up in the sky
are those grey clouds that we hate
there is a light in the distance
that blinks its goodbye
we write our I love yous
before falling to the ground
asking ourselves why
if i could feel your smile
then maybe things would be all right
but through these cloudy eyes
there isnt much that can be seen
in a world of grey, im looking for my break
and i dont mean a break in my bones
and i dont mean a break in my heart
just a chance to escape
just a moment to let you know what i mean
ive been watching every step i take
careful not to mess things up again
and maybe ill stop walking straight
hoping that one day youll talk to me
cause i dont want to make this mistake over
our words falter and not much is said
im partly broken and partly dead
but mostly partly scared inside
scared that this is goodbye
there isnt any rainbows around
its not quite raining
but up in the sky
are those grey clouds that we hate
there is a light in the distance
that blinks its goodbye
we write our I love yous
before falling to the ground
asking ourselves why
if i could feel your smile
then maybe things would be all right
but through these cloudy eyes
there isnt much that can be seen
in a world of grey, im looking for my break
and i dont mean a break in my bones
and i dont mean a break in my heart
just a chance to escape
just a moment to let you know what i mean
ive been watching every step i take
careful not to mess things up again
and maybe ill stop walking straight
hoping that one day youll talk to me
cause i dont want to make this mistake over
our words falter and not much is said
im partly broken and partly dead
but mostly partly scared inside
scared that this is goodbye
And there's one person at home who I know isn't reading this and I just want to say that I miss him so much: I love you more than you'll ever know, I hope you're alright and pray that you'll get through this and I wish I could talk to you and I know it wouldn't matter what I'd say but I still can't find the right words. I hate having emotional profiles. But I'd hate even more if I didn't say what I wanted to say even if you'll never read it. Life is short enough, don't go trying to make it shorter.
Every breath taken always comes undone.
I'll start holding my voice again..
so keep me updated, call back in a week to check up on me..
sometimes I wish the wind would blow me away
Every breath taken always comes undone.
I'll start holding my voice again..
so keep me updated, call back in a week to check up on me..
sometimes I wish the wind would blow me away
Friday, March 05, 2004
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Friday, February 27, 2004
Police Officer: I think you're missing your calling
Nunc scio quit sit amor.
Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours.
Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.
Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't
The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.
March 1st. Stop the Ignorance
Nunc scio quit sit amor.
Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours.
Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.
Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't
The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.
March 1st. Stop the Ignorance
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Monday, February 23, 2004
If this is my imagination than I want a new one.
Life isn't about the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where i am
"We're the convenience of having the newpaper delivered to your room daily, we're USA Today"
ten le grrr ten: no officer, someone PLANTED it
Life isn't about the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where i am
"We're the convenience of having the newpaper delivered to your room daily, we're USA Today"
ten le grrr ten: no officer, someone PLANTED it
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