And there's one person at home who I know isn't reading this and I just want to say that I miss him so much: I love you more than you'll ever know, I hope you're alright and pray that you'll get through this and I wish I could talk to you and I know it wouldn't matter what I'd say but I still can't find the right words. I hate having emotional profiles. But I'd hate even more if I didn't say what I wanted to say even if you'll never read it. Life is short enough, don't go trying to make it shorter.

Every breath taken always comes undone.
I'll start holding my voice again..

so keep me updated, call back in a week to check up on me..

sometimes I wish the wind would blow me away