Bukowski is Love: why didn't you guys get the sushi boat? you had enough people
AD42RL: lack of confidence
Bukowski is Love: ...
Bukowski is Love: that's the most pitiful thing I have ever heard


LadyRepublica: you know
LadyRepublica: you should walk around naked more often
LadyRepublica: it would be total eye candy

ef fy o u0 4: no motr alcohol for you
ef fy o u0 4: you make bad decicions when your drunk

Me: "I think I am going to ask my parents for the ice cream attachment for my kitchen aid for christmas"
Christina: "That's the gayest thing I have ever heard."



"Have you ever been to the library?"
"No, I'm white."

"Because you're fantastic, Jackie. If there's nobody around that likes you then something has gone horribly wrong with the world."

"We don't even have friends to tell"
"Yeah, All I have is Jackie and she doesn't even like me."

Bukowski is Love: time does not move inside the station.

Bukowski is Love: as soon as you step out of the station, time speeds up really fast until you're back to the present time

squidcore: No, I'm pretty sure the station is not a vortext of untime.

squidcore: Or else the Physics Department would be hankering for another Nobel Prize just for hanging out with us.

Bukowski is Love: hey. it could happen.

squidcore: To quote a t-shirt, Science means that not all dreams can come true.

Bukowski is Love: To quote me, Science is a lie. Just like Jesus.

Bukowski is Love: dude dude DUDE.
monasmoustache: ?
Bukowski is Love: I met the guy from Everclear.
monasmoustache: hahaha!
Bukowski is Love: It was all I could imagined it to be and more
monasmoustache: i saw the message
monasmoustache: yaay
monasmoustache: that's good
Bukowski is Love: :-)
monasmoustache: did you swoon?
Bukowski is Love: YES!
monasmoustache: i think there would be swooning involved.
Bukowski is Love: actually it was weird and random
monasmoustache: did you ask if he had any tattoos?
Bukowski is Love: I was like Hello Middle School
monasmoustache: oh? how?
monasmoustache: hahahahaha
Bukowski is Love: hahahahha.
Bukowski is Love: I was so tempted to ask
Bukowski is Love: he has sleeves
monasmoustache: you SHOULD HAVE
monasmoustache: that would have been a fucking awesome story
monasmoustache: ahaha
monasmoustache: oooohhhhh hot
Bukowski is Love: I think Matt would of been very jealous and not happy.
monasmoustache: hahahahaha
monasmoustache: well, i guess that's good?
Bukowski is Love: but it would of been awesome
Bukowski is Love: to go on my radio show and be like, guess who I used my pick up line on
monasmoustache: exaclty!
monasmoustache: that would have been hilarious
Bukowski is Love: indeed.
Bukowski is Love: oh man now I really wish I did it just to say I hit on Everclear
monasmoustache: awww
monasmoustache: is everything all set up for wmucfest?
Bukowski is Love: I guess so. I'm currently at work so who knows.
Bukowski is Love: hopefully.
Bukowski is Love: you going?
monasmoustache: haha. i'm at home.
monasmoustache: i have 13 high schoolers for a lock-in tonight.
monasmoustache: pizza at midnite!
monasmoustache: wooohoooooooooooooo
Bukowski is Love: oh righhhhhtttt
monasmoustache: yeaaah
Bukowski is Love: man I totally keep forgetting about that
monasmoustache: how's work?
monasmoustache: hahaha. it's okay.
Bukowski is Love: even though we've talked about it a bajillion times
Bukowski is Love: work is boring
monasmoustache: eh.
monasmoustache: eh.
Bukowski is Love: 45 more mintues till freedom
monasmoustache: yaaayyyyy
Bukowski is Love: :-):-):-)
monasmoustache: did you know that the world of x-men is super complex?
Bukowski is Love: haha. oh really. where did you learn this?
monasmoustache: wikipedia....
monasmoustache: i'm doing a popular culture paper on xavier and the similarities to FDR
Bukowski is Love: haha. that is super cool actually.
Bukowski is Love: I wish I had cool papers like that
monasmoustache: yeah. my teacher really liked the idea.
Bukowski is Love: you know, I've decided we need to hang out more. and not just on my radio show. like in real life too.
monasmoustache: hahahha.
monasmoustache: i think we should too!
Bukowski is Love: swwweeeeettt
monasmoustache: yaaayyy
monasmoustache: we should plan something for later next week, when i'm not as stressed out.
Bukowski is Love: agreed.
monasmoustache: and plus, we're neighbors.
monasmoustache: so just call me when you're doing anything. or start yelling at my windo.
monasmoustache: w
monasmoustache: if you were going to be an x-man, which one would you be?
Bukowski is Love: rogue!
Bukowski is Love: duh
Bukowski is Love: she's so effing hot
Bukowski is Love: plus her powers are cool
Bukowski is Love: and I know she totally hooks up with gambit
Bukowski is Love: some how...
monasmoustache: but you can't touch any one!
monasmoustache: that's a problem. that who i said i wanted to be, and then my brother reminded me.
Bukowski is Love: dude its called clothes.
Bukowski is Love: I just wear gloves all the time
monasmoustache: you can't kiss anyone!!!
Bukowski is Love: I can touch, they just can't tough me
Bukowski is Love: plastic wrap.
monasmoustache: she sucks all the power out of people!
Bukowski is Love: PLASTIC WRAP
monasmoustache: hahahah dental dams?
Bukowski is Love: yes!!!
monasmoustache: hahahahahahahahahahahah
monasmoustache: i think nightcrawler is pretty cool. storm too.
Bukowski is Love: agreed.
Bukowski is Love: I use to have a storm action figure
monasmoustache: noo way!
Bukowski is Love: but I always had a small crush on nightcrawler
Bukowski is Love: way!
Bukowski is Love: I collected cards too
monasmoustache: hahahaha. he has all the tats!
monasmoustache: or tatts or however you spell it
Bukowski is Love: I know. so prettyyyyy.
Bukowski is Love: I bet my pick up line would work on him
monasmoustache: so true
Bukowski is Love: :-)
monasmoustache: i like the guy with the wings-- angel too
monasmoustache: being xavier would be cool too. of jean grey.
monasmoustache: jean grey! i want to be her!!
Bukowski is Love: dude you got to dump cyclops and go for wolverine already then
monasmoustache: psssh YES
monasmoustache: heck yes i would!!
monasmoustache: i've always wanted to be a redhead.

soviet danceoff: jackieeee
soviet danceoff: i broke into alex's room to tell you
soviet danceoff: that i cant live without you!!!!
soviet danceoff: this is rayhan


Zerosy: man
Zerosy: i am have jackie withdrawl

[It's true. The Hans can't get enough of me.]

One should always be drunk. that's all that matters: that's our one imperative need. so as not to feel time's horrible burden that breaks your shoulders and bows you down, you must get drunk witCeasing. but what with? with wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you choose. but get drunk. and if, at some time, on the steps of a palace, in the green grass of a ditch, in the bleak solitudeOur room, you are waking up when drunkeness has already abated, ask the wind, the wave, a star, the clock, all that which flees, all that which groans, all that which rolls, all that which singsThat which speaks, ask them what time it is; and the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, the clock will reply: "it is time to get drunk! so that you may not be the martyred slaves of time,Drunk, get drunk, and never pause for rest! with wine, with poetry, or with vitrtue, as you choose!"

the next time you hear of me
it will be in one of those magazines
you know the kind
they plaster your face everywhere
and then you won't be able to escape me
I'll forever be an image following your mind

"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leave s you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body- hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you -apart pain. I hate love" Neil Gaiman

"Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realise that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along."

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. "
Mignon McLaughlin

"Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. "

"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."
Oscar Wilde

"There's a difference between beauty and charm. A beautiful woman is one I notice. A charming woman is one who notices me."
John Erskine

"When I saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I talked to you, I was afraid to hold you. When I held you, I was afraid to love you. And now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you"

"Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, and to those who need love because they've been hurt before."

"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand."

I'm growing guts in pots out back in hopes of making a medicine that will ease my nerves and give me strength.

it may seem lame but my voice is giving out and I've been walking for days, its about time that I pull up the sheets and settle in for a long winters nap.

maybe if you were a year earlier I could believe your sweet words but its to the point where I've heard it all before and I feel like its hard to trust and believe in something so overplayed.
and oh my, you're so cliche.











































There is nothing here worth reading.

So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone.And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope.That is why I'm singing...Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you companythrough those days so long and black.And we'll just keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of Love's uneven remainder.But if the world could remain in a frame like a painting on a wall.Then I think we would see the beauty.Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges,like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.

every living creature dies alone.

you bleed me dry and i don't ask why but i'm left with the dust

her heart tries not to break.She holds her own, but indecision makes her shake.She’s got so much left to give, all her thoughts and all her dreams, reminding me how fast the time is passing by.Well I don’t even know your name.Don’t even know your name, but I wanted to tell you things change.Things change.

x <3 x

you just make stalking
feel so right <3

Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
----Brand New

I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all
----Maroon 5

You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my might
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy, suck the life out of me

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall
Secrets don't make friends
----From First to Last

Oh, why did you disconnect the breaks on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore
----?

You and me, you know that we were always funny in a car crash sort of way.
----BoysNightOut

The sky is falling on a t.v. screen
Mass hysteria for an American dream
The antichrist is coming to kill of your young
Load your firearms
Because security is a warm warm gun
Armageddon well packaged and formatted for your t.v. screen
With fagged out politicians and pop star rape machines
Give us more medication
So we can run away from another day
Give us more isolation
Because it works for me
Give us more desperation
Because it works for me
----Scarlet

take a gun called hate up against your heart, and pull the trigger
----FUneral For a Friend

certian words must be screamed
rather than be sung or spoken:

i am alive and vigorous...

...as they toil without love.
fight without purpose,
and live without passion...
-shai hulud

Restless, fed up tough and clever. Wishing this would last forever. Its futile when, you know it won't.
-pretty girls make graves

 

Tuition: $10,000
Room and Board: $5,000
Computer: $500
Going to your final with a keyboard imprinted on your face....priceless