One should always be drunk. that's all that matters: that's our one imperative need. so as not to feel time's horrible burden that breaks your shoulders and bows you down, you must get drunk witCeasing. but what with? with wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you choose. but get drunk. and if, at some time, on the steps of a palace, in the green grass of a ditch, in the bleak solitudeOur room, you are waking up when drunkeness has already abated, ask the wind, the wave, a star, the clock, all that which flees, all that which groans, all that which rolls, all that which singsThat which speaks, ask them what time it is; and the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, the clock will reply: "it is time to get drunk! so that you may not be the martyred slaves of time,Drunk, get drunk, and never pause for rest! with wine, with poetry, or with vitrtue, as you choose!"

the next time you hear of me
it will be in one of those magazines
you know the kind
they plaster your face everywhere
and then you won't be able to escape me
I'll forever be an image following your mind

"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leave s you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body- hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you -apart pain. I hate love" Neil Gaiman

"Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realise that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along."

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. "
Mignon McLaughlin

"Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. "

"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."
Oscar Wilde

"There's a difference between beauty and charm. A beautiful woman is one I notice. A charming woman is one who notices me."
John Erskine

"When I saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I talked to you, I was afraid to hold you. When I held you, I was afraid to love you. And now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you"

"Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, and to those who need love because they've been hurt before."

"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand."

I'm growing guts in pots out back in hopes of making a medicine that will ease my nerves and give me strength.

it may seem lame but my voice is giving out and I've been walking for days, its about time that I pull up the sheets and settle in for a long winters nap.

maybe if you were a year earlier I could believe your sweet words but its to the point where I've heard it all before and I feel like its hard to trust and believe in something so overplayed.
and oh my, you're so cliche.











































There is nothing here worth reading.

So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone.And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope.That is why I'm singing...Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you companythrough those days so long and black.And we'll just keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of Love's uneven remainder.But if the world could remain in a frame like a painting on a wall.Then I think we would see the beauty.Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges,like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.

every living creature dies alone.

you bleed me dry and i don't ask why but i'm left with the dust

her heart tries not to break.She holds her own, but indecision makes her shake.She’s got so much left to give, all her thoughts and all her dreams, reminding me how fast the time is passing by.Well I don’t even know your name.Don’t even know your name, but I wanted to tell you things change.Things change.

x <3 x

you just make stalking
feel so right <3

Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
----Brand New

I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all
----Maroon 5

You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my might
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy, suck the life out of me

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall
Secrets don't make friends
----From First to Last

Oh, why did you disconnect the breaks on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore
----?

You and me, you know that we were always funny in a car crash sort of way.
----BoysNightOut

The sky is falling on a t.v. screen
Mass hysteria for an American dream
The antichrist is coming to kill of your young
Load your firearms
Because security is a warm warm gun
Armageddon well packaged and formatted for your t.v. screen
With fagged out politicians and pop star rape machines
Give us more medication
So we can run away from another day
Give us more isolation
Because it works for me
Give us more desperation
Because it works for me
----Scarlet

take a gun called hate up against your heart, and pull the trigger
----FUneral For a Friend

certian words must be screamed
rather than be sung or spoken:

i am alive and vigorous...

...as they toil without love.
fight without purpose,
and live without passion...
-shai hulud

Restless, fed up tough and clever. Wishing this would last forever. Its futile when, you know it won't.
-pretty girls make graves

 

Tuition: $10,000
Room and Board: $5,000
Computer: $500
Going to your final with a keyboard imprinted on your face....priceless

me: Dad! we could all get AIM and then Instant message each other!
Dad: or we could just all sit in the same room and TALK to each other.
me: oh come on. where is the fun in that?
Dad: You're right. We should all get AIM and then we can all sit in the same room and instant message each other!

x <3 x

TENlegrrrTEN: oh poop
seasickmnky: I don't really know what kind of fetish you are into but I don't really want to hear about them. especially not your poop fetish...
TENlegrrrTEN: mm tasty
TENlegrrrTEN: [gags]
seasickmnky: I don't want to hear about your roman showers fetish either!!!
TENlegrrrTEN: fiiiiiiiiiiine
TENlegrrrTEN: .......sigh
seasickmnky: ewwwy...I feel so bad for David.....

You're not a bad person. You're a terrific person. You're my favorite person. But every once in a while you just can be a real cunt.



my favorite accident. flew up on to rooftops. a dove in disguise. little did I know how right I was. so keep smiling beautiful. I never want to see you stop.



Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy



I don't want you to be the guy in the PG-13 movie everyone's *really* hoping makes it happen. I want you to be like the guy in the rated R movie, you know, the guy you're not sure whether or not you like yet. You're not sure where he's coming from. Okay?
You're a bad man. You're a bad man. You're a bad man, bad man.

OnClowd009 (8:44:05 PM): i just hacked up a kidney
seasickmnky (8:44:33 PM): oOoo. yummy.
seasickmnky (8:44:46 PM): with a little olive oil. mMmm
OnClowd009 (8:44:55 PM): ewwwwww
OnClowd009 (8:45:02 PM): ketchup jackie ....u use ketchup
seasickmnky (8:45:27 PM): ewwwwwwwwwwww. ketchup is the devil
seasickmnky (8:45:29 PM): nasty!
OnClowd009 (8:45:43 PM): not with kidneys
OnClowd009 (8:45:52 PM): plus how would u know
seasickmnky (8:47:11 PM): how would I know that ketchup is nasty?
seasickmnky (8:47:25 PM): it smells bad and makes me want to puke just looking at it
OnClowd009 (8:47:29 PM): how would u know that ketchup is nasty with kidneys
seasickmnky (8:47:46 PM): because ketchup is nasty in general
seasickmnky (8:47:54 PM): and not good with ANTYHING
OnClowd009 (8:48:25 PM): ok fine.....if u arent gonna use ketchup you use pickle juice with kidneys
OnClowd009 (8:48:26 PM): haha
seasickmnky (8:48:36 PM): no!
seasickmnky (8:48:45 PM): olive oil and old bay
seasickmnky (8:48:49 PM): yummmm
OnClowd009 (8:48:49 PM): ewwwwwwww no
OnClowd009 (8:49:36 PM): you just need help eating ur organs
seasickmnky (8:50:10 PM): no way dude.
seasickmnky (8:50:16 PM): I've had kidney before
seasickmnky (8:50:23 PM): why do you think my mom only has one?
OnClowd009 (8:50:39 PM): hello...OUR MOM
seasickmnky (8:52:07 PM): okay okay. well she still only has one
OnClowd009 (8:52:09 PM): and it bc of that thing that happened back in 1993
OnClowd009 (8:52:22 PM): u didnt even know what a kidney was back then
seasickmnky (8:53:42 PM): ...no. I ate it!!
OnClowd009 (8:53:50 PM): NO U DIDNT
OnClowd009 (8:56:01 PM): your just jealous
seasickmnky (8:56:10 PM): nope
seasickmnky (8:56:12 PM): not at al
seasickmnky (8:56:14 PM): l
OnClowd009 (8:56:14 PM): cause u dotn knwo hwo to eat a kidney
seasickmnky (8:56:16 PM): I ate it
seasickmnky (8:56:19 PM): and it was yummy
OnClowd009 (8:56:27 PM): no no u di'int
seasickmnky (8:56:46 PM): you're jealous because you've never eaten kidney before
OnClowd009 (8:57:23 PM): im eating mine righ tnow
seasickmnky (8:59:00 PM): uhuh. sure
seasickmnky (8:59:06 PM): that's not realy
seasickmnky (8:59:11 PM): you're probably eating liver
OnClowd009 (8:59:17 PM): i already ate that
OnClowd009 (8:59:19 PM): this morning
seasickmnky (8:59:52 PM): lies
seasickmnky (8:59:53 PM): all lie
seasickmnky (8:59:57 PM): s
seasickmnky (8:59:57 PM): !!!
seasickmnky (9:00:00 PM): blasphamous!!!
OnClowd009 (9:01:08 PM): ur the pathological liar
seasickmnky (9:02:03 PM): psh...I don't know what you're talking about...
OnClowd009 (9:06:46 PM): excuse me miss i eat liver
seasickmnky (9:07:09 PM): psh. KIDNEY
OnClowd009 (9:07:24 PM): psh.....liver lover
seasickmnky (9:08:52 PM): i love your liver
OnClowd009 (9:09:08 PM): awww i love your liver too
seasickmnky (9:09:17 PM): yay!
OnClowd009 (9:09:37 PM): your liver is sooo hot
seasickmnky (9:10:02 PM): oh and yours is damn sexy
OnClowd009 (9:10:35 PM): oh geez stop making me blush
seasickmnky (9:12:19 PM): haha. aww but your organs just turn me on so much!
OnClowd009 (9:14:09 PM): your organs make me sooo horny
seasickmnky (9:14:44 PM): hahahahhahaha

seasickmnky: I hope you fall in the toilet
LadyRepublica : i did
LadyRepublica : just so you know
LadyRepublica : i actually did

seasickmnky : so...I was talking to my Mom about camping and she brought up this brilliant thing that we haven't taken into consdieration
seasickmnky : the CICADIAS!
seasickmnky : and do you know when they are due??
seasickmnky : that's right...May 19!
seasickmnky : holy shit. its going to be one interesting trip...
seasickmnky : some one better look up cicadia recipes

lankasky:: and i'd be in the same building as jackie
lankasky : the coolest person EVER!

You're not a bad person. You're a terrific person. You're my favorite person. But every once in a while you just can be a real cunt.

lankasky : chemistry = bad
lankasky : jackie = entropy
lankasky : entropy = chemistry
lankasky : therefore jackie = bad
lankasky : i don't like bad
lankasky : and therefore must dislike jackie
lankasky : sorry
lankasky : it's just the was it has to be
seasickmnky : entropy = random
seasickmnky : random = jackie
seasickmnky : random = GOOD
seasickmnky : therefore jackie = good!
lankasky : *breaks down crying*
lankasky : now i don't know what to believe
lankasky : but the coolest person alive can't be bad...
lankasky : so you must be good
lankasky : in conclusion popsicles are yummy

lankasky: so since i have several different ppl telling me to eat babies i'd just like to know how you prefer your babies
seasickmnky: DEAD
lankasky: no sauces or anything?
lankasky: just dead and raw?
lankasky: not much of a pallete on you
seasickmnky: I HATE babies. all babies.
seasickmnky: they are best DEAD and out of my ovaries.
lankasky: lol
lankasky: oh jackie...
lankasky: all i can do is shake my head and grin
seasickmnky: dude don't you know... I'm pro abortion